This is the perfect blend!

O.o That was a siiick practice, yo, Learning more of the Michael Jackson dance, and Hey, I actually get it!.... I think, lol, well, fun times, yummy jokes, "I caught a big one!, ... Not so much", LOLCATS, Aren't we cool?
And damn, i love our pose, Justin, hahaha, and Wilfred, HADOUKEN!!!!, Rawr!!!, lol, well, i'm too lazy to type now, and imma play halo soon, so... This was another boring post by the kid himself, Ryan DeGuzman! O.o

This person is in love with love.They believe in fairy tales and love.They're not to be confused as stalkers or creepy because that's not what a hopeless romantic is. All hopeless romantics are idealists,the sentimental dreamers,the imaginative and the fanciful when you get to know them.They often live with rose colored glasses on.They make lovelook like an art form with all the romantic things they do for their special someone. A hopeless romantic is not the same as a hopeless flirter. A hopeless romantic dreams of who they will spend the rest of their life with and what the two of them will do together. They want to be romanced with sweet simple things and the thoughtful amazing surprises. They dream of being loved but also loving somebody. They don't just want somebody to hold them. they also want to hold someone. They realize that love isn't just about one person but both people. they are hopelessly in love with being loved AND loving back.

this person is

                       Me

Well last night/this morning was pretty great, i was up talking to someone i cared about.. very much, and.. it was the girl I like too... heh, aww if only i stayed on a lil longer, it was still great though...

O.o What the hell?... I'm weird... anyways... i shouldnt have said that, and theres no point in posting a crossed out version, but im bored.. so im keeping it, Lolcakes, another boring post from the kid himself, Ryan Deguzman

Two hundred miles away from home.
Two hundred miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs.
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs.

You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But you don't care at all.
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best part of you.
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel,
Every time you're here.

What would it take for me to be with you?
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed.
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all.

Hopeless love please leave me.
This broken heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.

Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again?
I've been trying to ignore the best part of you.
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow.

Please be home tonight.
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right.
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel,
Every time you're here.

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name.

Heh, you may be my hopeless love..., Maybe...

Lol, well i just got back from practice, y'know fiesta, FFDT, It was great, right wilfred? *cough* pause *cough* pause *cough**cough**cough**cough**cough*
yunno, i think im not depressed anymore, things are back to normal
you might even say im a bit happy... =), ahh well.. i dont know though
O.o "oh hay babe", "haaay huuuney", great times, great times
Duuude, Justin my finger still hurts, O.o Why did you hit me with that swoord?
Anyways, that was another boring post from the kid himself, Ryan DeGuzman

Why...

The buttons on my phone are worn thin
I don't think that I knew the chaos I was getting in.
But I've broken all my promises to you
I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,
Is harder than I ever feared
And you were left feeling so alone.
Because these days aren't easy
Like they have been once before
These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real
And fought it off and fought to feel
What matters most? Everything
That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.
I promise you I will bring you home
I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?
To me, to me, to me.


Maybe...


Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
( I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

Suppose...

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I cared
And suppose that I've spent all my nights running scared
And suppose that I was never there

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming
Of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you, so I guess I feel lonely too

Suppose we were happy, suppose it was true
And suppose there were cold nights
But we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming
Of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you, so I guess I feel lonely too

Slow way down
This breakdown's eating me alive
And I'm tired
And this fight is fighting to survive

Tell me a secret
(I want it)
Tell me a story
(I need it )
I'll listen attentively
I'll stay awake all night

Allow me to whisper
(So softly)
There's nothing I did mean
(Please help me)
But it's in my body, it's strong enough to fight
(Let's make this right)
Please help me make this right

Suppose that I was wrong
Suppose you were here
And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears
And suppose this fight just disappeared

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming
Of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you, so I guess I feel lonely too
But I'd rather be here with you


Normally, i'd make a note right after these, but its self explanitory, and im not in the mood to...

Hey, im still happy-ish though, i know i could redeem my self... i think, if i have enough courage, yunno, Lol, ... After it happens, ill explain, Soo yus man, yus..., and Nuu, man, nuu, i fail hard, but hey, i still got time, life is not a waiting room, pfft, but tonight, ill be listening to some owl city, vanilla twilight, and salt water room, Our time together is never quite enough, is what im thinking, Oh and if that person is reading this, O.o sorry, im weird aren't i?... Sorry, i like venting to the public, I just have somethings i really want to say to you....... er.. ask, Pfft.. I am sooo pathetic, aren't iiii?...
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Q.Q
T-T
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State of sadness, yunno?
roflmao i say yunno or y'know alot now, weird eh?...(Yes im canadian :P)
RAAAAAAAAAAWR = I love you in dinosaur
arent i weird?
oh i tend to repeat things alot
arent i annoying?
O.o
ROFLCOPTER ON MY LOLCITY LMAOTRAIN
Teehee
>>another Boring, but satisfying post by the kid himself Ryan DeGuzman<<
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                       Hey, thats gonna be my new outro, Seeehkness

Oh Haii thar, i just came back from a chillage, y'kno?... and i'm sooo regretful.... I should have done it earlier... cause uh... It's sad that i didnt do it today... I fail really hard... -sigh- Time for a state of depression, regret, blah blah blah, you name it Q.Q, I probbably wont have any more chances for the rest of the summer, which is only one week long... so.. Damnit Yo, -facepalm-, this is the part where i start making deep notes and stuff...., maybe not... But... eh.. whatever school is soon, i have plenty of chances, i hope.... Well, this has been ANOTHER boring post from the kid himself, Ryan DeGuzman